8-3-12
I haven’t posted in a while, either I’m busy, or I’m just too tired to post. A lot of things have happened, since I last posted. I met a very nice Hispanic Peruvian and I never thought I’d ever date, or be with a real Hispanic guy. We went out on a few dates, but one day, he just kept on ignoring me. We were just together the night before, so I didn’t know what happened and I know I didn’t do anything wrong. He finally texted me and he told me the reason that he wasn’t texting me back, was because he didn’t know how to tell me, that he met somoene else from his motorcycle class an didn’t know how I’d react to it. I told him, he should have told me right away, because I would have understood. It wasn’t like we were official and was actually together. We were just seeing each other. After he told me the truth, I appriciated the fact, that he did tell me the truth and I wasn’t as mad or upset about it. Most of th time, most guys would just keep seeing you and not even say anything to the girl, but he actually told me and I appriciated that. He said, we could still stay friends and I didn’t mind. Since I liked him, being friends, is better then nothing at all. During the time that we weren’t hanging out, I started talking to someone else on OKC. At this time, I even forgot his name. When we were talking on the phone, he sounded real cute over the phone, so I agreed to meet him right then and there and he really didn’t live that far, he just lives right behind the hospital. When he got to my house, we were just suppose to hang and talk outside, but since it was so hot, I offered him to go inside. He wasn’t ugly at all, so I didn’t mind at all. All that changed, when we went inside. I didn’t noticed, that he was a little bit bigger for me, until we got inside. He was just too big for me. When he’d kiss me, he’d be so sweatty, that all I could feel was his wet nose. Kissing him is like kissing a dog. Yuck! Not only that, but he had octopus hands and I don’t like that and he doesn’t understand when I say no. If he can’t understand no, then that mean trouble in the long run and I’m not for that crap. Not only all that, I’m not comfortable around him at all and that’s not going to get anywhere. With James, he was a real gentleman and he actually took me out and he didn’t try anything right away, unlike other guys, especially this guy. As soon as he left, I was thinking about giving him a chance, because everyone deserves a chance and it wasn’t like he was ugly, but with his weight, I just couldn’t do it. At this point, two weeks has passed and I haven’t texted James as much, so I asked him how he’s been and we got to talking. When we were seeing each other before, I told him about the guys I’ve dated and he told me about the girls he dated and I mentioned about me making a video. He said he never made one before and was interested in making one, so he brought it up. We ended up meeting up that night and he had renovates apartments and he had a spare apartment, so we went to one of the apartments. The apartment wasn’t far at all. It’s in Bloomfield, behind East West, so that wasn’t far at all. I was wondering what happened to the girl he told me that he met in his motorcycle class, but I didn’t ask him anything. I was having a good time that night, so I didn’t want to ask him anything, because I didn’t want to bring up anything and I might not like the answer. If he is with her, I do’t care, because she’s the one he’s cheating on, not me. We never actually made the video, because we got caught up in the moment. A few days latter, he told me that he was moving to Florida, because he doesn’t like Jersey and it’s not for him. I was so sad about it, but there’s nothing I could do about it and it’s not like we’ve been together for a long time. I just met him and we’re not even together. He’s moving on Friday and he said he’s going to change his number to a Florida number, but we can still text and talk on the phone. We’ll see about that. I use to look at fat people before and I didn’t like it, but didn’t think anything of it, but now after meeting that guy from OKC who was big, it became nasty to me now. It wouldn’t matter to me how cute a person is, if their fat, because it wouldn’t do anything for me. I was talking to Tony Nguyen and I actually looked at his picture this time and I just realized, he’s cuter then Martin, but that doesn’t matter. I’ve been talking to Martin for a while and I like him a lot, but he’s seeing someone right now and I’m not going to get in the middle of that. Right now, he and I are friends and I’d like to keep it that way. If I like someone, I’d rather be their friend, then nothing at all. Having them as a friend in my life, is much better then not having them in my life at all. I didn’t even know that he knew Lucy and that they dated once. He didn’t go to BHS, but he still knew Lucy, Dat, Joey, and the rest of the crew. He even knows Xanny and Uyen and he kinda knows Ngoc, but not really. Even he said that their family is very weird. Tony thinks that Ngoc is a nice kid. He has no idea. Lol. I actually seen Ngoc drive by my house and I actually looked at the driver, so I was 100% sure it was him, but I’m not sure if he saw me. He was prabobly coming from Fairway, since he has friends on that street. His brother actually just got married a few days ago. His brother is cute and so is Ngoc, but his other brother Dylan isn’t as cute. Even though Ngoc is cute, he has a real bad attitude and so his cuteness doesn’t matter at that point. To me, looks doesn’t matter any, but it’s all about attitude and personality. The girl that his brother married, Vi Nguyen, she’s not bad looking, she seems weird, from what I know of her. Work’s been so busy, because the kids come back on the 6th. I don’t know what’s going to happen when kids start, because as of right now, only Terry is coming back. Marry got moved all the way across town and Pam went back to her old job, because they pay her more there. Ms. Thompson isn’t coming back yet, because her mother just passed away and she’s not doing well right now. Ms. D isn’t coming back at all, because her mother isn’t doing good right now and she coul go at any minute, so she want to just stay home and take care of her mother. Mrs. Silvia is out on sick leave and she hasn’t been getting her money and she’s suppose to be back on October, but since she hasn’t been getting her money, now she doesn’t know if she’ll be going back. It’s going to be interesting, to see what the classroom will be like. We start school in a few days and nothing is even ready in the classrooms. SMH!
